gah, so i've gone to the land of the bleak and dreary, a land filled with eventual death after much suffering. yet something still strikes me about the oncology department, despite doctors continued warnings about how oncology is something really not that cool since you deal with so much death and suffering.

well at least i now know what i really want to do in the future, should i be able to cross the first hurdle that is.

so the instituion, the people, all seem extremely appealing, inspiring, yet yet i still can't seem to get down to studying, with the past few days being spent (fruitlessly) surfing around for the likes of 'radiotherapy, chemotherapy' stuff mostly like that.

on a brighter note at least i do know what i want to do afterall...