well once again i'm caught in a dillema of sorts

haha and i really don't know
how things should go

i can't say i'm in it all for the passion
the loyalty and all
and there's always the expectation to run

but ultimately
it's going to be His will
and i pray that
no matter what it may be
that i may have the serenity to accept it

afterall
its His will

=)